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?止???，???只???是???，???修???仙???是???条???漫???漫???长???路???，???也???许???元???寿???尽???了???、???油???尽???灯???枯???也???就???只???是???眨???眼???而???已???，???说???不???准???，???没???人???知???晓???那???会???是???什???么???时???候???。???”

    ??“???我?????因???为???体???质???的???关???系???，???本???来???就???是???被???魔???教???之???人???抓???走???，???作???为???双???修???采???补???之???用???的???鼎???炉???，???自???小???就???被???种???下???了???名???为???醉???生???梦???死???的???淫???毒???，???却???没???想???到???被???师???父???所???救???，???师???父???待???我???恩???重???如???山???，???将???我???领???进???仙???门???中???，???又???苦???心???教???导???，???只???是???，???醉???生???梦???死???无???药???可???解???，???这???淫???毒???是???从???娘???胎???便???种???下???的???，???已???经???无???法???去???除???，???随???着???时???间???、???发???作???的???频???率???和???次???数???都???会???逐???渐???增???加???。???”

    ??白???凛???熙???点???点???头???，???道???：???“???是???，???那???寒???玉???池???是???骊???山???山???顶???万???年???冰???髓???融???化???、???聚???集???而???成???，???本???是???师???父???为???我???寻???得???，???唯???有???那???般???寒???彻???透???骨???的???寒???泉???，???才???能???压???制???淫???毒???发???作???。???”

    ??“?????是???我???不???好???，???竟???在???那???时???强???占???了???你???的???

    ??因???为???比???起???修???仙???，???他???却???遇???见???了???比???那???更???重???要???的???人???，???甚???至???重???逾???生???命???。

    ??“???没???有???办???法???，???那???就???是???你???的???，???没???事???的???。???”???他???看???着???男???人???，???极???力???想???表???达???没???事???的???笑???了???笑???，???却???不???知???这???样???的???笑???靥???却???让???屠???晏???愈???发???心???疼???和???愧???疚???。

    ??过???去???的???妄???念???一???时???成???真???，???真???踏???上???了???这???条???路???，???屠???晏???却???觉???彷???佛???只???是???黄???粱???一???梦???，???梦???醒???后???，???一???切???都???只???是???镜???花???水???月???。

    ??“???那???天???夜???里???，???我???在???寒???泉???处???遇???见???你???，???是???发???作???了???？???”

    ??“???我???要???如???何???，???才???能???把???这???些???修???为???还???给???你???？???”

    ??白???凛???熙???愣???了???一???下???，???抬???头???看???见???男???人???异???常???认???真???的???神???情???，???才???知???道???他???是???把???谢???辞???的???话???当???了???真???，???而???不???是???讨???他???开???心???，???随???口???哄???着???自???己???。