第十六章

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    ???「???你???能???明???白???我???内???心???的???挣???扎???？???我???…???…???无???法???忘???了???啓???枢???哥???…???…???」

    ???「???不???要???忘???了???他???，???如???果???忘???了???他???会???令???你???痛???苦???，???就???别???忘???了???他???。???」

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    ???紫???曦???现???在???的???心???是???更???迷???惘???了???。

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